Saturday, September 01, 2007
i wonder, i just wonder
if you knew i was there, crying and bleeding my heart out.
when u decided to kiss him, and make out.
i wonder. if it mattered if i was there
i died.
11:51 PM
Sunday, December 24, 2006
merry xmas boo
i died.
6:14 AM
Friday, December 15, 2006
u didnt even bother to say goodbye before u left
i died.
7:18 PM
and this simple and pure love was
met by jeers from the crowd
and turned down by her who it was for
i died.
1:35 AM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
whatmustido?
beforeuspareme
i died.
6:27 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
pls give me strength for this one year
i died.
8:43 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
and although u said.
you'll be back in a year
i hope with all my heart
that you will come back earlier.
because i miss you so much
and i cant stop crying/
trying to hold on.
trying to tell myself that ur thinking of me.
trying to force myself to believe that everything will be ok
but
at times i miss your voice
i miss your touch
i miss you
and i cry
i cry my heart out.
but nobody will wipe my tears.
because you have not come back yet.
come back soon boo
i beg of you
i died.
9:21 PM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
dear santa, are you coming this year?
i dont ask for more this year.
i just want to be happy,
i've forgotten how to smile,
forgotten how to laugh,
forgotten how to look to the sun.
can u make me happy again?
im terribly sad today.
and i feel like i wasnt meant for this world.
i feel like my life belongs somewhere else.
can u make me happy again?
or will u please just give me a noose?
i died.
6:18 AM
